I WOULD LOVE TO CARE BUT I DON'T.

This is like day whatever seated at home doing nothing, my mom occasionally shows concern telling me to be proactive, my dad on the other hand is glad to have his baby girl at home 24/7 no risks of pregnancy or HIV/AIDS or any other big embarassments to the family. Anyway i met up with a friend of mine and she was talking jobs and interviews and C.Vs and i was with her but not 'with her'. Ever had those conversations where your hearing someone but not really listening..yeah that was the kind i was in. So i have not written any C.V nor any application why? i don't know.. perhaps the fact that it is all a waste of time seeing as jobs are got through whom you know and not actually what you can do or maybe the fact that am very pessimistic about the way labour is treated in my beautiful country and hate being a victim or my constant reflections on why i can't get employed and rightly paid for my other abilities that are non-academic like writing, or having a good and educated opinion on things, or party planning n organisation. Well i also dislike authority but who doesn't? maybe i will be well suited for self employment but then again that too has its predicaments. Its not that i would not like to get a job or am lazy okay maybe am a bit lazy but when i put ma mind to it i get things done. I guess its all this negative energy surrounding the job market and all this pressure and overwhelming interest in who has a job n who doesn't. Truth be told i would love to care about this job situation and all the hype but i don't.... i have been in school for 19yrs i deserve a one month break before i conquer the world and yes i will conquer the world but before that am going to enjoy soccer season, wake up late and sleep even later and gain all the weight i lost worried over a degree not lose some more worrying about a job. By the way wat does the bible say about worrying....DON'T.