I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TITLE THIS.

So i have been gone for a while story of my life...I have a genetic chronic illness..Sickle Cell Anemia..yes people am dying and on Monday i almost came close but thanx to medical intervention and the big man up there am here. Now don't fell sorry for me i've done more with ma life than many normal people and i may outlive many of them as i have before but thanx for the empathy. Now that all the confessions and tears are out of the way i would like to give a big shout out to my first comment...Kiregasword...watsup and interestingly enough their blog is about economics and development in Africa something of interest to me(clap clap). Okay july is here and am finally getting off my A** my guy friends have been on my hind side telling me to get active now i think this is just them caring but my gal L thinks they wanna hookup with me but like guys now days they want a girl who is non dependent either way i appreciate the push coz sometimes you just need a little nudge to start the journey of your life. Well Ghana disappointed by not making it and immediately Africans turned against A.Gyan n the Ghana team n this made me think how unappreciative people can be....this man played remarkably to get Ghana to the quarters and yes he missed the penalty but if u had the weight of 6 million plus people on your shoulders and had just played for 120minutes and had nerves for ages would you have done better? Well i love Ghana they have set a great example and challenge for other African Teams and A.Gyan is a hero. Well what else do i have too say....alot but you'll just have to wait for it on the next post. Cheers

I WOULD LOVE TO CARE BUT I DON'T.

This is like day whatever seated at home doing nothing, my mom occasionally shows concern telling me to be proactive, my dad on the other hand is glad to have his baby girl at home 24/7 no risks of pregnancy or HIV/AIDS or any other big embarassments to the family. Anyway i met up with a friend of mine and she was talking jobs and interviews and C.Vs and i was with her but not 'with her'. Ever had those conversations where your hearing someone but not really listening..yeah that was the kind i was in. So i have not written any C.V nor any application why? i don't know.. perhaps the fact that it is all a waste of time seeing as jobs are got through whom you know and not actually what you can do or maybe the fact that am very pessimistic about the way labour is treated in my beautiful country and hate being a victim or my constant reflections on why i can't get employed and rightly paid for my other abilities that are non-academic like writing, or having a good and educated opinion on things, or party planning n organisation. Well i also dislike authority but who doesn't? maybe i will be well suited for self employment but then again that too has its predicaments. Its not that i would not like to get a job or am lazy okay maybe am a bit lazy but when i put ma mind to it i get things done. I guess its all this negative energy surrounding the job market and all this pressure and overwhelming interest in who has a job n who doesn't. Truth be told i would love to care about this job situation and all the hype but i don't.... i have been in school for 19yrs i deserve a one month break before i conquer the world and yes i will conquer the world but before that am going to enjoy soccer season, wake up late and sleep even later and gain all the weight i lost worried over a degree not lose some more worrying about a job. By the way wat does the bible say about worrying....DON'T.